Quick-Write

just a small update on what's life for me these days :)
few days ago i came back from NS to celebrate CNY with my family,
n the trip was... challenging to me...
Coco pang got sick... n it was a bit difficult for me to..
u know, take care of her..
she's moody n i can't blame her for that..
luckily the so-called "hot-guy-who-looks-indian-but-is-mix" sat beside me..
so we had a few chats.. aat least im not bored..
but damn i'm tired by that point...
worrying about coco wearied me off for that while..
whew~

im shedding tears of joy when i lie in my comfy bed,
using warm water for a bath, n seeing those i treasure safe..
X)
this year's CNY passed too fast...
like a shot gone n i'm going back to NS tmrw..
well that's a whole lot faster than i expected..

anyways tmrw coco n i will be staying at our sarawakian fren's house for a night~
she's a bundle of fun so i don't mind :D
until 26th then it's time to go back to camp..
n there goes my short vacation...

well i hope camp activities get more n more interesting by each day~
oh yes 1 last point,
i got chosen to represent my camp in volleyball competition with other camps XDD
so it's exciting me every second in camp~

until the 17th of March,
see you all :)
stay safe n have a very very happy chinese new year ~!

The Last Day

It's the last day of 2011!! :D
it's also the last day i get to laze around before the start of a new year!
tmrw is a FRESHHHHH start!!
new year, new chances, new experiences, new friends, new feelings!
i hope the next year is filled with happiness n relief..
n i'm not planning to let my hopes down!
well 2012 will surely include a big change in life..
im just hoping everyone can cope with it well!

hmm it's about time i bid goodbye temporarily to my family n friends..
tmrw's the day im going for national service..
3 months, no probs i hope!
i'll make sure i will come back with a matured mind, n surely a healthy n buff body XDDD
skinny i pray!! ><

so to all of you out there,
please don't stress yourself too much!
this world has many more wonderful things waiting for us to discover!
n please be aware of your health always!!
plus please don't be too bothered by 2012 n keep your hopes up! >:D

BID 2011 GOODBYE, WELCOME 2012 WITH OPEN ARMS

Happy New Year 2012 with love :)

TIME

that's what i don't have now.
add a spice of anxiety to that..
i have only less than 5 days to do things before im not around..
too many things
yet im so tired...
oh so tired...
i can't rest,
or time will flow away from my fingers.

i worry too..
i worry about my mom, my pets, my friends, my house, my role in the house(who's gonna do it), my future, my all..
it keeps my pace away from my future....
makes it hard to leave for that distance...
or maybe im just too tired n blabbering about nonsense..
i dont know...
im just, tired.

10 days of vacation, 10 days of preparation, 3 months of training, 3 years of college..
sudden but reality..
it somehow sounds tiring to me, but what can i do..
all of this returns to time.
maybe this level of "tire" is nothing to others..
but it took me a whole lot of energy to stay focused..
aaah
can't complain
it's life..

ganbatte me!!

Meerrry Christmas!!!

had a pleasant n fun christmas party at aaron's hse :D
thanks a lot for him in holding it all in his house..
it must have been troublesome for him..
*salute*

anyways...
i didn't really eat that much..
a very sempurna amount :3
n now typing this, im hungry le... =.=
no matter...!
the fun part was his very very very nice audio system :D
playing all the party, christmas, k-pop songs..
what a nice feeling!
i liked it very much when everyone was dancing to LMFAO n 2NE1 XDD

n then the main part of the event...
present exchange!!!
everyone got very nice presents..
compared to mine....
a .....
clock...........
==
n not just any clock...
an alarm clock........

It's not such a good sight for me..
but....
thank you anyway... orz
but before that!!!
a very very very very very FRIGGIN nice present!!!
KL's oh so wonderful present for me!!!!
a belated present!

YESUNG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XDDDDDDDDDDDDD
aaaaah im so happy to get this!!!!
it actually cancelled the fact that i got the clock.....
aaaaah i actually shouted when i saw this.. ^^
cinca CINCA suki kore present da yo!!
made my day XD
thanks a loooott again to KL :D
u deserve a biig hug~!! XDDD

the party was fun,
with qy kl shar n kx's presence.
to me.
hahaha sometimes i feel blessful...
but then...
there's another story.

at last
MERRY CHRISTMAS TO EVERYBODY :)
have a warm night, and may candle lights shine your way to happiness.

POSTSPMFREEDOMSTARTSNOW

it's the 1st day since my SPM ended.. >:D
n after chinese which is today, i went out to celebrate with my peeps~
but the unlucky part of all of this is......
i was friggin tired ==

duno is it bcoz of my bad habit of sleeping late, knowing i'm tired after the exams...
or i seriously have a bad-body-withstanding-power.......
i was actually half asleep most of the time...
but another half was fun n i know that!

aah i don't even know what i'm typing now... literally...
all that i know is....
5 hours of karaoke is no joke...
especially for a sleepy person ==
but it's worth the money n fun that's for sure.

i don't know it's bcoz of tiredness or other reasons...
but i feel like punching a person politely...
i really mean politely...
it got me up on my nerves for that 2.12sec
n that was when i really wanna punch in a polite way..
what the friggin hell was that.......

shud i... or...
ア!!面倒いです!!

Work in Progress

A cloud-based concept.
Many curves were used as designs.
Although it wasn't a cloud-based concept in the 1st place..
since i just drew what came in my mind..
n then suddenly all these curves come out...
curvy.....

next inspiration :

3 MORE DAYS

3 more friggin days till my freedom!!
i can just smell it........
but thanks to my heavy bio n chem books..
it blocks me from the sweet smell of freedom...
n fills me with book smell ==
tak pe!!
endure 2 more weeks n i can fly away!

actually.... i don't know if it's because im used to it or just plain blur..
i don't feel like i'm taking spm exams..
not until i finished my physics paper yesterday..
i think majority is because my brain doesn't tell my body to be suuuuper nervous..
or tells it to stay up the whole night to study..
the 1st day (BM) was the only day i really felt like spm.. because it's the 1st... -_-
n there's a few times im just nervous of forgetting important points..
but then who isnt?

well im still aware in the end..
n im dying to try my best!!!
but thanks to all for the encourage!

I'LL DO MY BEST
MY FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEGEEEEEEN BEST!!!!
>:D


something that lightens me up :

渴求自由

drawn to release stress...
i guess all the SPM students r feeling this way i guess...
>:D

5B

forever in my memory.

got this today before the exams!!
thanks ms ng!! XDDD
Like it a lot :D

1 week / 4 subjects off my shoulders!!

oh yes i can smell freedom to the max very very soon...!!!
just 6 more subjects n i can fly!!!!
mayb i'll hit my head on the clouds just by flying too high!!!!
after SPM comes the real exam ------
LIFE!

brushing up myself!!!
to face 6 more days!!!!!!
i really hope i can bring 10 As back home with a smile!!!
it's really.............. crucial XDDD

-ENDURANCE-

= v =

I got a fansign!!! >:D

n it's a fan sign from f(x)'s Krystal ^^
i dun mind if the signer is real or fake...
but im happy to have got this~
1st fan sign XDD
well yeah duuh......

(n yes krystal i will support f(x) dee >:D)

11 more days....

Just those little more days until the big exam.. But it seems sooo far.. Still, I know it's crucial for me to study now.. These days pass by FAST!!! So no time to play around I guess.. Time to focus on the real thing!!! >:D

It's been a while since I touched my drawing stuff.. N I kinda miss them.. My hands force me away from them =3=
But after the exams I will start to focus on my skills n refresh my creativity!! My right brain feels numb n it's about time I give it a workout...
Of course I will start working out more on gyms!! I haven't give up on my body yet!! >:D

So to all form 5s.....
GRAB UR BOOKS N GOOD LUCK TO ALL OF YOU!!!!! XDDDDD



Ps : I'm using iPod to type so I'm trying my best to click the right words XD
1st time trying to type post using iPod =v=

29.10.2011

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM!!!!!
XDDDDDDDDD

from me to u!

An artshop in bangsar

tat's all u need to give me a veryyyy excited experience!! XDD
my mom's friend told me there's a artshop... or stationary shop... or bookshop... it's all of them..!!
it sells a LOT of neat art stuff for a reasonable n quite cheap price...
so went to the shop 2day at bangsar...
since im going thr anyway...
my mom's fren leaded the way n i saw a sign...
" CZIP LEE"
by the time i stepped in...
my eyes flashed brightly as i saw many many racks of pens lining opposite the entrance..!
n as i "venture" in the shop... i found more n MORE neat stuff!!
my mom n her fren found a white mask....
it's a mask base n u can colour it or decorate it on ur own..
so neat!! XDDD
plus i went further in n i found many selections of watercolour paint...
in my mind... the average watercolour price is RM60 for a neat bunch of 18 colours...
but wad i found made me look like this.....
O_______________O
FRIGGIN WUD!!!???
RM26 for 24 colours!!!!

dammit sheerful bliss coming ur way!!! XDD
although i may not seem like it at the present....
but i was shoooooooo happy to have found this!!!!
gaaaah!!!!
sooo cheap!!!
by RM40!!!!
XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
wad a nice experience..

but i dragged my family n my mom's fren along in the end...
salute to them for their kesabaran
m(_ _)m

at night.. had a very delicious dinner at Monte's with my family n my relatives...
although i didn't really said anything...
but i was enjoying the moment...
:)

CHAJATTA!

just as most of u all know KL is mad for junsu...
i found mine...
the person im FRIGGINLY mad for....

YESUNG a.k.a KIM JONG WOON!!!!!!!!
GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HE'S FRIGGIN HOT!!!
SAY TAT TO HIS VOICE TOO!!!
GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
he's like..... more n more perfect in many ways in my point of view...!
n cute too XDDD
he's the second one from SuJu that i notice from the start... other than leeteuk..!!
n he just gets better n better....!!

althought i m Micky biased from JYJ too... but the love for yesung is different.... it's GAAHHHH!!! friggin-heck-yesung-ftw type of love... \m/

tat's y!!
CHAJATTA YESUNG!!!!XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

>:D

Art After Trials

yet finished it yesterday
orz
wad a long time...
mayb coz im fainting coz of my baaad results this trial T___T
make me bang the wall a few times = 3 =

such bad results cannot be taken forward to SPM!!!
ROAR!!!!
SPM WILL BE A LOT BETTER THAN THIS!!!!
WWWRRROOOOAAARRR!!!!!!
グエン!!!!!!がんばって!!!!!!!!

Fainelly!

trial exams r FAINELLY over!!
now i got a month n a half to prepare for the real thing...
gaaah
one moment or a day to rest shud b enough.....
plus in less than a week i've learnt 2 dancesteps of different songs n different genres......
*faint~
all for the very day we form 5s call prom......
orz
n finally my whole set from head to toe is complete..!
thanks to my mom who took me to 1u 2night to buy accessories!! XDDDD
but a little relief comes into me after this last paper 2day....
at least i can rest for......
............
......
2 days.....
orz

plus there's a game im eyeing for which comes out next year!! XD

CHA-CHING!!
FINAL FANTASY XIII-2!! >:D
coming to me at 2012!! XDDDDD
friggin like the previous main character~
Lightning~!!!!!!!!!!

beh tahan she so pretty n strong nia!!!
seen the trailers n i'm convinced this will be better than FFXIII..!
i guess...
hehe


BOOM!
n the bgm/ost of this game is very well composed as well! XD
imma save money from now....
coz im gonna buy this 1 myself..
orz







anyway time to focus on ess pee emm.....
orz

MISSION ACCOMPLISHED

2day went on a hunting-for-shoes-n-prom-stuff trip to starhill with KL, KX n WP..!!
from sungei wang > times square > lot 10 > fahrenheit 88 > pavillion
n wad a journey it is!!
leg pains although we're all wearing flat shoes...!
but we ended up with wad we want...
except for KL coz the shoes she chose r like......
expensive nia.... (me can't afford nia ><)
but really nice designs..!
n the glove KX n WP were hunting for....
n after a friggin long day...
i found my shoe at pavillion...
the last stop!!
my heaven(padini) in pavillion...
the VNC there!
i spotted it when KL was waiting in line at snowflake!!!
GAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH
n i bought the shoe above :3
satisfied...! XD
(thanks to mom for the munneh T v T)

Dusk

something............
i work on.............
due to...........
irresponsible stress..................
............
........
.....
orz

someone dig me up from the pile of chem & bio books pls
orz x10

Something to cheer up your mind ^^