Thursday, July 28, 2011

矛盾!!

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= 3 =

終わりあなた知っている。

本当の
真実。

Monday, July 25, 2011

Kashi.... again.... orz



This time im using SAI instead of PS3...
SAI's made it easier somehow...
plus Kashi juz came out of my mind randomly...
no reason y i drew him to test SAI...
but it doesn't really matter...
= 3 =

Sunday, July 17, 2011

BIGBANG - 声をきかせて



i m officially addicted to this song....
faint.......
im so outdated...
but.......
NYEAH~! >:D

Guilty

somehow today i felt guilty..
although it may seem small...
but if u observe carefully..
u can eventually find a hole in cheese...
.__.
HAHAHAHAHAA well duuh...!
i mean...
u can find a mistake in a perfect solution..
so i realised it...
n i'm gonna try to figure it out n solve it.......

restriction.. i guess... is good for me....
especially around this time of the year....
better shake things up by self-control...

IMMMAAA FIGHT!!!!!! >:D
for mah future....
n many others beside me!!!

(n sorry, out of my irresponsible attitude ><)

Hope of Faith


"I am hoping to keep the faith, and I have faith in hoping for the future."

TA-DA!
my artwork for today....
TRADITIONAL ARTWORK >:D
it's been a while since I've touched brushes...
n no i dont mean PS3 brushes... ==
but i see my skills had gone down....
orz
the original scan was too dim..
n all the nice colours had been "scanned out"..
so i edited it with PS3...
some touch-ups n here's the results...

well i took a pic from my phone..

this is almost the look of the original... i guess..
but then...
the original is still the nicest
nyeahahahh~

Saturday, July 16, 2011

Lost Anxiety



n yet another failed title
orz

this time i tried to add a bit of realism.....
but failed as usual ==
her eyes....... r wierd ...... ==
but im too slpy..
took me 2 hrs 30 mins to finish...
n im done with it!
now i have to overcome exhaustion n go to bed..
( original version has a better quality...since it's very big.. after resizing the quality aint nice == )


orz

Wednesday, July 13, 2011

NEWEST comic!!



~后果~ Pg. 7
wad a lame title
orz

one of the pages of my newest comic!!
finished recently...
thr's 12 pages n i will spit blood if i don't finish it fast...
so it's not my best artwork/comic
orz
this is a continued story of my recent comic protagonist
艾卡..!
don't know why i keep continue to draw her in comics...
but this will be my last comic sent to 学海...
so i wish it can be posted in the newspaper
thks so much for viewing
m(_ _)m

Saturday, July 9, 2011

Read n weep (XD)

私わ.....まだ知らない...
君の心わどなた夢お見る...
でも...あの夢わ...
べつにいいけど...

私わ....
まだ知らない
あなたわ。。。私のそばにいいルですか.....?
アンサわまだ知らない....

私わ....アンサが怖いよ...
ほんと二怖いな....

あ......
制御することはできません...

助けて
誰が....

=________=

now i finally know
what's there isn't there
mirages, features that only u of all people will see
n most of all
be annoyed

i guess the fish who believed in the dolphin
got the whole thing wrong
the fish's hopes shatters
and the dolphin ate its dreams
n the fish didnt even knew why

things like this happens
do they
what's real maybe real
what's not will be not
simple hellos are like endless goodbyes
exceptions are still included

no matter how far it is pushed away
it's still a matter of staying
or running away
the fish stayed
the dolphin stayed
i stayed
u run



(aiyeryer wad m i talking about!? ==)

Sunday, July 3, 2011

Falling........falling...........falling.....................


心忽然有坠落感..
同时也在飘荡中..
可能因为听着 Yiruma 的歌...
每首都带来不同的感觉...
Album : From the Yellow Room (2003)
Listening to : ~With the Wind
~ ...
这两首使我能平静, 放慢脚步, 使幻想无边缘地散出...
头脑转着各种不同的故事...
灵感....
好想以画画方式表达出来!!
但晚了......
一旦画下去就没有明天了
下次吧...
让这几首歌陪我入眠....

falling........
falling......
falling...
falling..




asleep
:)

Friday, July 1, 2011

内疚....

n it's all thanks to my simple(stupid) brain n my mouth.....
==
2day was a simple-minded day......
n oh so stupid was i....... ==
miscommunication, not clear, numb feeling........
u name it ==
*bang wall*
orz

but i learnt a lesson 2day...
(shut up when u're not thinking straight )< to myself
haiz...~