Monday, June 29, 2009

to joenyuk parram a.k.a. dai lou a.k.a. talk a.k.a. mah fren

hope u can relax n enjoy life.....
of all the stupid things i did 2 u.....
please 4give me...
u muz noe...
we r teenagers/adolescence
the time when all the "problems" fall in...

wish u hav a happy life
n if i did sumthing u dun lyk...
tell me abt it!!
>=D

or i will (ಥ__ಥ)
bwahahahahhahahahahahahahahahhahahahahhahahahahaha

remember 2 kiss ur 2 hamsters more often!!!!
>=D

bwahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahaha

\ ( ' v ` ) /

Sunday, June 28, 2009

hmm....

can we reach lvl 100 in this forever game?
i hope we do...
forever n ever

battle every single battle 2gether....
heal each other's wounds......
stay true n trust each other
no more lying~!!!
or i'll fail in life again...

ಥ__ಥ

dun make me do this dam face again
or i'll bang u 2 make u do the same face!!!

(ಥ__ಥ) (ಥ__ಥ) (ಥ__ಥ) (ಥ__ಥ) (ಥ__ಥ)

all 5 of us cry 2gether
1 happy family~~

woooohoooooooooo~~~~~~~~~~~~~ (~ 3 ~)

Lost

The world lost a one in a billion superstar...
he went back 2 heaven's arms
the world is shocked
i wonder if god is shocked too
but this is destiny, fate
no 1 can change it....

although i'm not a fan of his....
but when i listen 2 his song " you are not alone"
tears rolled in my eyes.....
we truly lost the world's most irreplaceable storywriter
y story writer?
because he IS one...
the songs he sang bound deep meanings....
the dances he dance were inspiring n cant b copied from any1...
so the writer finally stops his pen...

so shall u rest in peace
n may every1 in the world be with u within our hearts
goodbye
Michael Jackson

Saturday, June 27, 2009

Anniversary no. 2

ok the next day..... friday or yesterday
my mom's company's anniversary....... gosh........
2 anniversaries in 1 week......
too much 2 eat.....
getting fatter...
trust me.... my school uniform will burst in front of my lovely sister n dai lou in seconds...

dis time it's biiiiiggg
my mom's company booked 2 cinemas 4 all the staff 2 go watch transformers: revenge of the fallen.....
den the staff can take their family........
so i was taken there with my bro n cousin bro...
wen we went inside the cinema in garden's "GSC Signature"....
ohmigosh!!!!!!
so geng come come i show u..
the entrance den u c from up there

the cinema seats r lyk couple seats... den on each left of the couple seat got popcorn n coke...... the right side of the couple seats got popcorn n mineral water....
lyk every seat got popcorn...
so it looked lyk the road of countless popcorn...
"popcorn 大道"

this is where 1 sit


the transformer movie is 2 hrs 30 mins..... dam long....... my butt ache....
den sudenly need go toilet....
but dun wan 2 miss a part of the movie...
so i chiong arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
to the toilet....
den all occupied....
i heard got malay talking ppl......(-.-)
den when they come out i rush in, sheeeeeeeeeeee, rush out..... sit back at my seat.... continue watch......
whew....
-.-

the movie was very very nice!!!
very thrilling n geng chao!

after tat the company anniversary oso got hi-tea after the movie...
lol so i eat bah!!!!!!
eat eat eat eat...
fat liao lor...
aiz....

i fail in life n self control

ಥ__ಥ

Anniversary no.1

ok dis thursday was my dad's company's anniversary...
so we went 2 port klang 2 eat seafood....
b4 tat i think i got "sea-excited"...

but i'm not the type tat eat seafood lyk 300 yrs never eat food liao de ppl...
i tell u how i eat seafood...
seafood i eat : fish, a little prawn n "he kor"
seafood i dont eat : every other type of seafood
dunno y i nvr enjoy the crabby meat(tried b4 yeeck)... n prawns which r bigger than my hand.......

the funny part of this is my bro...
it's his 1st time eating crab meat...
n there's onli 1 laz piece on the plate...
every1 ask him 2 eat coz he is 所谓的“大少爷”...
den he dono how 2 eat....
1st... he grab the hammer.....
den PAM!!!!!!
dono hit until the crab wad part....
den he say
" ei y no meat 1??"
obviously he hit the wrong part.....
n end up needing my dad teach him eat.....
bwahahahhaha

this is the entrance


the almost finished seafood


i show u the cleanliness of my plates.... -.-
the plates of a eat-little-seafood-person:

the area of a seafood-lover person(my mom)


so i hav nothing 2 say at all....

i feel lyk a noob..

ಥ__ಥ
It's game over
but we start a new game all over again
with new happy memories to play
pressing the "x" button 2 jump with joy
the "square" button to sing our favourite songs
the "triangle" button to scream happily after our exam ends
n the "circle" button to return back n remember our greatest moments

what r we waiting 4?
press the "start" button

n let's go on a new journey

=)

Thursday, June 25, 2009

Bullshit

i m using this word more often....
in chinese it is 牛粪
in BM it's najis lembu...




don't u think the english word 4 bullshit is more pleasant n nice 2 hear??





well it's bullshit...

i repeat

bulllllshitttt

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

???Questions of hate from the devil???

People u hate : a few, but not in my usual 4 friends
Food u hate : hmm.... durian.... tofu (some)
Colours u hate : i think yellow, but oso ok
Plants u hate : too many plants in the world so i dono
Singers u hate : it's not tat i hate them... juz dislike XD
Drinks u hate : pepsi + orange juice + chocolate milk + soya milk together( drank b4)
Types of people u hate : People hu r too proud... never noe their place
Instruments u hate : don't hate a single 1
Teachers u hate : this is a very retard question... but i hate the chinese teacher
Mothers u hate : i hav only 1 mother n i luv her!
Brothers u hate : i hav 1 brother only n i like him...
Fathers u hate : r u a retarded devil? 1 only n i luv him
Sisters u hate : i hav no sisters
"Myselfs" u hate : this is getting stupid
Places u hate : noisy places, industry/factory places
Fashion u hate : LALALALALALALALA, n a whole lot of seafood!!!!
Feelings u hate : alone, left behind, sadness, anger
Type of friendship u hate : a fake friendship of lies
Songs u hate : aratsasa baridiridiri bara didandundan den darou- wat did u say?
The words u hate the most :
1. hate
2. normal
3. durian
The leaf u hate : this question is easy... the bamboo tree outside my house... the 3rd leaf from the right, right, left, den look right again... yes tat leaf... always call his brothers fly into my room....
Animal u hate : can i say durian again??
The picture u hate the most : the pic on primary skul student card... is me smiling with no 2 teeth on the front or the "door tooth"(in chinese)
The sensory organ u hate the most on ur face : eyes..too small..
The daily thing 2 do u hate : wake up on mon-fri mornings...
Daily thing u hate : plates coz if no plate den i dun hav 2 eat my maid's terrible cooking..
Movie u hate : dono... juz hate horror type la...


p/s : if u wan 2 take the "???questions of hate from the devil???" questions n post on ur blog with different answers den go ahead~

B-I-T-C-H or B-U-T-C-H

i dun care!
won't tell u hu he/she is......
coz his/her name not worth mentioning
it even hurts my eyes juz 2 c that b-i-t-c-h/b-u-t-c-h's name!!!

u know wad?
i didn't even want "help" from u!!
i juz said the title
who even said i need help??
only u urself who's thinking i even need your help in that
well hell no!
who wants help from bitches/butches?!

u think u r some kind of VIP hu never talk 2 "strangers"
u said 我认识你们咩?
if u don't know our names or even recognize us
u r juz a bitch/butch hu doesn't know how 2 treat ppl nicely
i will even chop ur head down if u dun noe my name
but if i did that
i won't be able to help you
ok dear
i m a vulgarish person?
but not as vulgar as u!!

u noe wad????
who cares if u know me or not
coz i don't need a bitch/butch like u in my life
u wanna be the antagonist in MY story??
fine
take it or leave it
coz you're juz a bitch/butch

or
you're even both bitch AND butch!!!!!!!!!!!
bullshit off u piece of bullshit

p/s
this is very emotional for readers 2 read
if u cry happily
than it's too beautiful for words....
it is fiction n is not a real person
juz a bitch/butch that annoys me in my life

thank you for viewing.
>:-I

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

I'm happy, i'm sad

both at the same time....
it's pleasant and painful

the good news is
i went 2 星洲日报's factory 2 get the money(稿费)

how much i wont tell
it's juz very happy

the bad news is
my emotions r still flying everywhere
problems 2 face
yet so little time to correct everything

mayb there's an angel n devil standing by my shoulders
telling me the correct way n the wrong way at the same time
but angels n devils can't decide 4 me
it's up 2 myself

i juz wish i wont break down faster than i expected

Sunday, June 21, 2009

. : 镜 : .

镜是反射了每个人的真象
每个人都有另一个自己
是没人可看见的另一边
有些人希望另一个他被发现
有些却宁愿把另一个他藏起来

我有一个另一个自己
不存在的另一个存在
天镜所反射的另一个
没存在价值的另一个

遥远之距离的那一个
最后落入不明的那个
迷失方向之路的那个
归回不来怀中的那个

想生活胜出的这一个
想被发现存在的这个
想迈前一大步的这个
想尽情地歌唱的这个

另一个,那一个,这一个,
不存在的存在

Saturday, June 20, 2009

Brothers

many ppl hav brothers...
but mine is killing me!!!

if u hav a well behaved brother... den congratz....
BUT...
never tell me that u never experienced the toilet seat 4 women is dirty!!!!!!!
n summore iz at home......
my brother is sooo "loving" !!!!!

ROOOOOOAAAAARRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!
!@#$%^&*(!@#$&*~!@#$%&*

Friday, June 19, 2009

Follow the Wind

yes i m following the wind
*whoosh~~~~~~~~~~


someday i will fly to u
cure your sadness
give you courage
and bring you light

i m your guardian angel
i will guide you through the mazes
i will help you avoid vines
i will protect you from harm

guide me through the pain
guide me through the suffer
someday i will achieve happiness
while you stay by my side

幸せのメロヂ
巣晴らしいの未来
この夢に私わずっと待てるです
僕わひとりに嫌い....

soar 翔

Curve

nothing much 2 say about the tpl-going-out-to-curve day....
the chiong k was very fun...
but sadly dis time redbox didnt gav us free time....
suckx - 3 - ~~
but who cares
as long as we hav the mike
no 1 can stop us from singing
打死也不早出房间.....
bwahahahahha

caught a cold when i'm writing dis post...
mayb emotions run around my mind liao
情绪错乱....
i think i'm dead in the future...
i dont know how 2 prevent tat...
so the only thing i can do is pray...

my mom forgot 2 fetch us home around 6pm...
so backup came--- dai lou's father ( soooo sorry 2 dai lou if u're rading thiis!!! ><)
didn't talk inside the car...
so i m worried
coz i think i did something wrong
对不起他们的事...
im not sure what it is....
but i will think it out n change my attitude...!

but sometimes... i felt cold.....
mayb bcoz anything i say is juz useless n boring stuff......
so the attention swiftly changes 2 the other person.......
n once again i'm juz a outsider.....
i hate that feeling........ but this world treats me like that.......
an outsider will 4ever b an outsider....
everyday i slowly believe that it is true...

my 1 n only true friend... where r u?
i will search to the ends of the earth to find u...
wait 4 me

Monday, June 15, 2009

15th June 2009

the 166th day in 2009


betrayal will never end
coldness in the dark never goes
wings of a sparrow never set free
hatred within one's depth never known

so have i heard
everyone has a true friend
who understands them very well
in this vast world he/she is hidden
it's up to you to search for them


i held my hopes high
waiting for her to show up
but in the darkest moments
she never did


foolishness i did feel
for there isn't a real friend for me in this world
sometimes loneliness overcame me
but i hold out strong


when droplets of sadness emerge from me
i would rub away the water of sorrow
and say to myself
it's ok, tomorrow will be a new day


everyday i use up all the energy
to please the crowd
but in the end
nothing changes


i think i am a clown
forced to smile when things go wrong
forced to bring happiness when inside it hurts
the craziness of wanting a true friend
the loneliness of wanting a real friend


masks is what i wear everyday
to hide away true emotions
yet wanting to do so much with so little strength
to be different than others
to shine out


stupidity
yes
it's stupidity
the world never saw the truth
the world never gave in
the world
will never change


what can i do
to make the nightmare disappear
to unlock the windows of my eyes
and the door of my heart
to accept the fact of nothing is fair
to believe the existence of the true friend


can i help myself
or fade into the shadows


i think i belong neither in dark or light


i'm nothing

Sunday, June 14, 2009

Holiday

Body in school
Mind in holiday

tat is how i will continue 2 live like i used to...
everyday in my life...







aaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh
wad had i been doing all dis freaking holiday!!??

hmm.... sleeping i guess...

\ ( ' v ` ) /

Port dickson

tat place juz gave me a O_O
more dirty than the last time i went there...

so i didn't jump in the sea like i did at pangkor laut...
i juz watch...
plus....
i like 2 calculate izit "dai" or not "dai" 2 go swimming in the sea...
like when i calculate iz 11.30am...
my mom say 12.00 need go back 2 resort...
so 30 minutes in the sea...
den soooo ma fan need go bath...
more geng is my mother-side WHOLE family go...
so bath oso need wait....
conclusion in my brain is...

NOT WORTH IT! NOT "DAI"!

so i didnt go swim....

PLUS yesterday my grandmother's birthday...
every1 in my mother side family there... exept 4 a few.... in tioman...(带我走啊啊啊啊啊)
so all celebrate with her......
den dono y soo letih so veri early sleep liao...

n i m stil sleepy now.......
will post the pictures some other day
over the rainbow~~~~~~

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

33 posts

hope i catch up on TPL blog.......
TPL blog already got 50++ posts!!

i onli hav 33!! gembate gambate!!!!!!

Sunday, June 7, 2009

Oh mama yeah!!!!

FINALLY!!!!!!
I M LEARNING PHOTOSHOP!!!!!
FINALLY i hav the setup!!!!!!!
finally i know a bit anout photoshop!
FINALLY I'M A NERD!!!!!!!

nah i'm juz joking about the nerd part.........
but really.....
learning photoshop has been my so-call dream......
quite funny 4 all those already-noe-how-2-use-photoshop ppl.......
but i'm using this holiday 2 learn.....
c wad happens.......

bwahahahahahahaha

Life

yup...
Life is full of other ppl....
full of food
full of emotions....
n in my life...
full of idiots.....

i'm not saying it's 100% full of idiots...
but hey wad the heck...
u did it...
not me..

i m saying when i was at pangkor laut last thursday...
my "smart" bro did something not so stupid...but also quite stupid...
there's a pond of fish by the reception desk n the restaurant...
n my bro was bored....

looking at the fish....
look
look
look...
they seemed happy n swimming.......
n his hand
slowly put into the water full of hungry fish...(experiment made when i throw a bread into the pond..yup they ARE hungry)
ok... nothing bite him...
then he put his hand out..
den put his hand on the wood there hanging on the water(but not inside the water)
den a 金龙鱼 bit his 4th finger...
fly up the water n pi-chak!!!!!
got blood summore.......
haiz.......
his hand really looks like bread 2 the fish......

gyahahahahahahahahhaha...............

One in a million

in all the nights when i sleep...
i finally dreamed once in a million nights.....
but the dream is veeeeryyyy weird...

somehow.....
i got a boyfren....
n tat boyfren is soooo weird...
coz it's my "xxxxx"...( wont tell u hu it is)
n somehow...
i live in a house or villa beside the sea on a "tebing tinggi"
hmm...
i liked tat villa...

but the most weird part is...
i dreamed tat dono some guy or wad wan 2 drain or delete my memories...
n i got only 18 hours to keep those memories....
after the 18th hour...
some other guy throw me into some kind of machine pod....
n started the machine...
i think i cried inside the machine...
didnt remember tat clearly...

n when i wake up.....
it's still 2pm-5pm (i think)
n somehow i got water in my eyes.....
omgosh my eyes know how to excretion!!!
i hope my skin dun copycat my eyes n excretion when i'm sleeping!!!!

dreams...
sometimes they're good....
sometimes scary......
but dreamless is still the best...
so i wish every1 happy sleeping....!!

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

Bwahahaha.......

this is a little post to show you how i spam the words "bwahaha".... if you are patient enough to watch, i will not stop you...



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hmmm....shorter than i think.... anyway...i juz wan 2 make a beautiful "thing"...hmm...
anyways~

thank you for your patience and cooperation.

Monday, June 1, 2009

Again congratulations n bibity-bobity-boo!

2 dai lou.....aiz.......
she got her flute n iz very happy....
she even write it in her blog.....

after the wushu exam......
KL, nai n i went 2 dai lou's house.....
2 c her new flute...
i oso brought my bao bei with me......

den she show us the flute n it was a very interesting mechanism<---(机器类似的东东)....
as i saw in her blog...she learn B,A,G or "bag" liao....
so can play a song: marry had a little lamb........
but the flute play sounded like minor.....
so we use violin, piano n flute 2 n play 2gether.....
超好听的!!!!!
not 2 b 夸张 la....
but realli nice eh!!!

feel sorry 4 KL coz she went home early....

den we went 2 a nearby de park.....
n play lor......

i know it looks very childish n retarded....
but we r 想童年的小孩们!!!!!!!!!
bwahahahahaha.......

do stupid recordings using nai's phone.......
not open 4 all viewers!!!!
bwahahahahhaha......

n 我们就开开心心地回家~
bwahahahhaa

Wushudao

mayb i will pass.....
mayb i will fail.....

but who cares!!
the exam's over~
although i m not 100% free of exams......
but at least i can rest 4 a while.....
haiz~

when i m typing this post....
my shoulders n hands r still aching......
bcoz of the wushu exam....
gotta use strength......
hee-yaah!!!
n btw they r also shaking......
very much.....

anyways....
i caught master wong's(考官) face using a camera.....
but better not put it on9.....
ltr he found out oso not good...

ehehe....
if u wan 2 c the pic pls ask from me n i will send it 2 u.....

bwahahahahhahahahaha

Living the rich and comfortable life


i will be in their life one day!!!!! u juz wait!!!!!!


btw.... i went 2 bukit bintang's starhill gallery or wadever they call it....... n went 2 a japanese buffet....called JOGOYA....... it cost about RM 100+ per person.... so i m crying when i was eating there.... TT~TT
nvm..... walao.... the place is very big......... n many ppl there... all eating sushi arr...sashimi arr.....
including me.... but i don't eat sashimi..... dono y...


dis is where ppl sit n eat....


one of the many roads of food in the restaurant..... dun mind the boy... he's a victim of cold smelly sashimi poison..... ick....


one of the many dessert bars.... dis is chocolate fountain dipping.....


the wine bar where they make red wine, white wine, sake or the special Gwen's cocktail wine.....bwahaha....


one of the one of the dessert bars column of cookies n cakes......


the super yummy super chocolaty( actually not) super nice super beautiful xxx!!! (4got the tart's name..)


the chocolate fountain stuff... i leave the fruit lyk tat coz i rather want it lyk this..... chocolate fruit yuck...


i go take again.... n the same position n same fruit n same marshmellow...


a nice vase which has oranges in it...


ta-da~ the fountain of sweet..........!!!


the best thing 2 eat..----- haagen dagz (dono hw 2 spell)


haha look yucky lyk tis...

eat liao den go pavilion.......
n in a second i turn my head away. den i turn back... my mom got 2 shopping bags in her hand.....

bleh.. pish-posh.....
the day i went 2 jogoya iz also the day i did stupid stuff... finish the wushudao exam...... n the 1st time the piano, flute and violin played 2gether........

see next post.....

A little story...

One day tat i never wan 2 think about or care......

a whale or water animal wan 2 conteng my KH book.... which i verii hate... - 3 -


then he/she/it/ah gua was seen by a penguin.....

Penguin : OI! wad r u doing!?
Water animal thing : !!!

the water animal thing kena demerit n is questioned...

Penguin : ehehehehehe!!!.... +v+
Water animal thing : *冒冷汗*


Penguin : now tell me wad happened? why u wan 2 berconteng-conteng without me?


Water animal thing : i didn't conteng the book!


Penguin : Look at me and answer!


Water animal thing : No!


Penguin : LOOK AT ME!

In the end...... the water animal thing is not the berconteng-conteng bad guy...iz actually:

Sheep with hat : Bbbbeeeeeeeeeeeeeeehhhh~~~~~


~THE END~

don't 4get the cappuccino !

cappuccino : look at me~~~

p/s if cappuccino say dis line pls say no.


cappuccino : LOOK AT MEEEE!!!!!!

Cappuccino is actually lonely...... pls call 012-3456789 to talk 2 it/him/her/ah gua~
thank you~