~POSTPONED~

The singing competition's been
POSTPONED
n it ain't a good thing...
im all-prepared to give it my all..
n now they postponed it to next week...
just bcoz of Pn. Low talking..
well i can't blame her...
there's no 1 to blame this on...
every1's a truce..
she has her reasons..

well i hope i don't get bored of the song imma sing..
coz by then the feeling's gone...
*whoosh*
well..........
continue to do my homework....

Chinese singing competition!!

im participating in it...!!
after thinking of nothing to sing...
i decided to sing this artist's song...

yes, JJ lin!!
but not 她说...~!
我还想她..!!!
i don't know the reason..
n tmrw's the competition!! XD
so nervous n excited at the same time...
coz i m the 2nd on stage!!!
wooohooo~~
well......
ganbatte da-yo!!!

New ART!!! XDDD

this was randomly drawn..
then i followed a tutorial i found weeks ago...
n made effects!! :D
n it turned out like this..!!
whew!! im happy with it!!
although it is done in like........ an hour..
but it's quite a nice way of colouring!!
thanks to the tutorial creator for this!! XDD
n pls bear with the sucky colouring... ==

Medium : PS3
Time Taken : 1 hour
Satisfication : 9/10 (awwww yeeeeeeah!! XD)

WadTheHeck

I've done it again...!! ==
there i go..being a sulky friend!!
argh!!!
not caring abt other ppl, n my appearances....!!!
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i mengabaikan the things tat mattered...
n i feel bad...
im trying to make a change..
in myself to bcome better....
coz i know "sorry" doesn't change much...
so......
i want to change...
into a better person..
i can't live in my own shell forever..!

argh...
my attitude's also been a little bad...
can't always be like that...
so i hope i can do better......
even if it takes an entire year...

がんばってだよ！！ファリンステラビン！！　>:D

Clearing all the debts...

This is the thing i suck at..
clearing debts i owe towards other ppl...
especially regarding money...
coz i hav a bad habit of forgetting my debts towards other ppl..
which i shud correct it but i cant... ==
actually the problem's all from me but then it's a challenge...

but today!!
i feel happy coz i finally paid back all the debts i owe my friends with RM20!! XD
well... the tuition fees r confusing me bit by bit...
so i have to figure it out myself.
n i have to restrict myself in using too much money...
these days i really spent extra on unnecessary stuff.....
well time to cut it out... ==
summore i intended to go sakae sushi with my friends on sunday.......
==
ughhhhhh
i really need to save....
n use my money on the right things......

im near to broke.....
=_____=''

A last-minute digital art drawing!!!

at last!!! it is FINISHED!!!
this piece took a loooooooooooong time to finish...
i don't know why...
they're my few OCs...
based on a story de...
well.......
at least i drew another drawing during this holiday..
n i've finished it at 11pm straight..!!
whew..
actually this artwork was delayed for a few weeks....
so im glad to have finally finished it!!

Medium : PS3
Time taken : 2-3 weeks -.-
Satisfactory : 8/10 (coz im finally done with this looong work!!)

:D

Drawing of the Holiday

"It's ok, no worries, I'll be fine... a few tears and I'm done..."

this is the only pic i drew until now...
my holidays r restricted...
from family, friends to school...
lots of things to do....
but FINALLY im done with my school stuff!!! XDDDD
sheerful bliss~~
but also tiring...
whew~~

this pic was drawn last night...
i was thinking back then....
it's the holidays n i'm not drawing....
wierd......
so in the end i decided to move my hands...
the 1st thing which came into my mind...
is the blobby stuff around her cheek....!! XD
actually i felt like drawing hair.... n colouring it black...
so somehow tat's how the whole pic has only a black part...
hehehehehe
pls bear with it -.-

Medium : Paper, chinese ink
Time taken : 2-3 hours (including constantly change in plan of the pose)
Satisfactory : 7/10 (coz i finally done some drawing this holiday :D)

Album marathon!!

Been busying with stuff....
but i hav 4 albums to accompany me thru all the business!!
well.....
firstly....
i bought 2 albums for juz RM30!!!!
1 is violin pieces album..
2nd is Secret Garden's album!!
well then..
sharoj gave me 2 albums..!!
1. jason mraz's "we sing we dance we steal things"

2nd is maroon 5's hands all over

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA imma freak out!!!!
maroon 5's album is soooooooooo nice!!! XDDD
others r also quite nice...!!
well.....
4 albums, so little time.......
whew~~

Holiday Mission Accomplished..!

i'm still fretting over the fact of not going to sunway lagoon this holiday.... (a little bit.... n yes i know i m childish -.-)
since the next birthday party's gonna b at sunway PYRAMID...
UNTIL TODAY!!!!
10.03a.m.!!!
coz my aunt asked me if i wanted to go sunway lagoon.....
....
...
..
.
YES!!! 100% YESH!!!!!
so somehow i tagged along with her n my 2 cousins.....!!!!
wad luck!! XDDDDDD

well......
first thing's first.....!!
went to the water park to get alllllllll wet~!!
rode many many slides.......
n alllllllllllllllllll wettish......
when i was eating lunch... i was probably walking in the restaurant wet....
well don't quite mind~
when i'm enjoying my cup of milo by the benches...
i saw 2 dudes with nice muscles n charmin faces pass by............
O_______________________O
i stared........
they looked at me 4 a while then they went off......
i mean.....
OHMIGOSH.....!!!!!!
BLISSFUL HEAVEN!!! XDDDDDDDDDDDD
well...... after that.......
went to the amusement park!! XD
the 1st thing i rode was the viking ship, or pirate ship.....
at first i thought it only went halfway.... like all pirate ships do......
then me n my aunt n cousin were on the seats....
but then my aunt n cousin were too afraid to sit....
i was wondering why.....
n then i knew.....

the FRIGGIN RIDE GOES 360'!!!!
ohmigosh sooooooooooooooo syok!!!!!!
i was practically screaming my lungs out in happiness~!!
= v =
when i came down.....
my cousin bro said even he got sick lookin at me turn 360...
XDDDDDDD
next stop is the cups.... revolving cups......
as usual..... im the troublemaker in the family.....
sooooooooo
i turned to cups until my cousin sis nearly barfed.....
sheerful bliss~~~~~~!! XDD
then i went on a ride called tomahawk or sumthin.....
also a 360' ride....
n i like it!!! :D

then went to wildlife park.....
n somehow...... went to seee animals...
n feed them......
i fed a kambing... .__.
it was fun..!!!
seriously...!
mayb im into animals~

then after that juz went home..
thanks a lot aunt!!!!!!! i owe u!!! XDDDDDDD
tat's y my holiday mission is
--ACCOMPLISHED--

Badminton competition!!!

wad an experience!! :D
first thing on my mind when i woke up today is........
"shoot....... i 4got 2 feed my dog last night... == "
hahahahah~~

naaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah~~~
actually....
when i went to s7.....
dea n coco's thr already.....
n qy n i began 2 practice with them.......
the starting point ain't that good....
since i was still in my sleeping mood.....
(common! it's morning~!)
well..... after that leh........

competition starts......
shar n kx were the first to face another group of malays.....
n they easily defeated them........ (si bian tai...==)
then after a few rounds it's me n qy's turn...
whoa.....
the 1st round we won 11-6...
but then....
nervous feelings came....
n it went down in the 2nd round....
3rd round the malays won us by 11-9...
lost 2 marks.....
1 mark is lost due to my mistake of serving the ball 2 another court.....
==
my bad.....
hehehehe
well.......
would feel disappointed at first....
but then the feeling dissipated after a while....
coz after that....
i learnt how 2 smash!!! XDDD
after a long time of wanting 2 know how 2 smash.......
I FINALLY KNOW HOW!!! XDDDDDDDDDDD
WOOOOHOOOOOOO~~~~~~

well.....
in the end the champions r none other than kx n shar~~!!
yay~~!!! CONGRATS 2 U 2!!!!
hahahahaa~~~

well conclusion is.....
im proud of qy!!! coz she makes quite a decent partner.. :D
i made too much self-mistakes......
so gotta learn from them!!!
brush up myself!!!
well......
tired....... ==

whew~~~

whew is whew man!!!
it's been a while since i touched PS.....
so im recapping my skills.....
since CNY's loooong over......
so time 2 chg a banner!!!
before i can think of any good ideas.....
pls bear with this banner!!!
took 30 minutes to finish...... hahahaha~~
well...... that's the 1st thing which popped in my mind...
can't say much.....

the 1st one's a normal face, the middle is angry n the right......
well.............
i can't say anything abt the right face............
==

Still can't believe it....

im actually gonna compete in a badminton competition tmrw morning.......
n a few months back i wasn't even confident in sports......
plus... i can't believe the fact that im startin to love sports....
mayb last time i lack exposure to sports......
im lazy... can't complain ma~~

last time when i was standard 6, i was a basketball type of person..
i would choose basketball rather than badminton nia......
but now......
i m picking up a badminton racquet.......
whoa........
last time i told myself summore
i wouldn't believe that im gonna love sports in the future.....
but hey~
the past's future is now.....
n im kinda shocked.....

it's been 4-5 years since i took part in a sports competition.....
so im rather nervous......
not rather.....
is......
a bit la.......
well............
hope i get into the finals......
==

Mixed Emotions

2day......
i felt many many emotions......

1. achievement
2. disbelief
3. depression (ORZ)
4. stress
5. disappointment
6. delightful :D
7. slight anger (but recovered soooon)
8. scared O____________O
9. worry
10. powerful >:D
11. thankful ( - v -)
12. desperation
13. speechless .___.
14. anxious
15. nervous ==lll
16. intolerable
17. confidence = v =
18. relieved
19. laughter XDDD
20. frustration ==


n.... in the end..... at nightime.....
i end up with a conclusive emotion....

i worry too much......
or is my soul too drama-ish...
==
like nothing to do then go all drama-ish.....

YAY~~~~~~~~~~~

rejoicing over something....
which is........

My comic was posted on 学海!!!
XDDDDDDDDD
hahahhahahaha finally~~~
i thought it was thrown away or lost for good...!!
but then when it made it to the papers............
i m SO RELIEVED man.....
at least they still accept my artworks......

ty so much 学海!!!! XDDD
imma use a portion of the commision i got to belanja eat....!!!
XDD
if possible la....
but then, i have other aims..... XD

Happppppppy~~~~~~~~~~

WOOOHOOOO man!!!!!

exams r over... temporarily la.....
N YET ANOTHER HOLIDAY HAS COME!!!
XDDDDDDDDDDD
better spend the time wisely this time.....
not like last holiday......
slack n all lazy ==

well.......
the world's revolving everyday.....
n im at the same point for a while....
gotta go with the flow....
keep in touch...

but then,
sometimes living in ur own world is somehow.........


amusing....
:D

hmm.........
actually this exam...
im not that......
confident......
well probably not gonna hav promising results......
heheheh~

Stressing......

stressing over the 1st exam of 2011!!
i don't know why i hav a sense of laziness in memorising......
but it's too late to complain im lazy......
plus a few stuff to do.......
school stuff...... ==''

i don't know y...
i've finished studying a few subjects..
but then i don't feel a sense of completion...
bcoz i was only reading thru, not memorising them at all...
i only know the concepts, but i can't write it out to u if u ask me......
ughh

well..... someone probably would tell me,
"it's only the first exam ma~~~ dun worry!!"
well i try not to worry, but then i would.....
n then i hav an urge to study.....
then i feel a little relieved when i study.......
this is sooooooo not like me...... ==

but then.....
i need a liiiiiitle bit of relaxation.....
so im writing this post now~

im here to wish allll of u get good grades in UR COMING EXAM~~!!
GOOD LUCK~~!! XDDD