alien

n i mean a foreigner.....
also known as alien....
i m evil....

BSD 1 got a japanese guy transfer student of wadever.....
came 2 our skul.......
n his name is very nice......
although i wont type online.....
i tot i won be able 2 tok 2 him de.....
but i met him at secret recipe........
den with die very young's help......
i got his attention.....
so i ask him if he's japanese.....(wad the hell m i asking...-_-)
den he say yeah....
den i ask him name........
den he gave me his name la.....
but not full name..
so i ask his full name.......
den he tell me........
den i quite happy.....
but.............



i 4got 2 tell HIM my name......
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i m so rudde...........
but cant help it la.......
1st time meeting different ppl oso a little happy + gan zheong...........
so i din think so much.......
but when i say "yoroshiku"
he oredi turn his back 2 go 2 his table n seat....
whick the table is beside the table i'm sitting with dai lou n xiao de.......
i paiseh.........
aiz,............
when i bcome so rude......
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

but when i eating or wadever la......
i no watch or stalk him.......
i paiseh coz rude.....
aiz....
suan liao......
c la........
what comes around goes around........
if next time i meet him....
den i introduce myself more better la......
n apologize.......
coz
if im not wrong
japanese ppll r very polite.....
some of them la......

mayb i wont flash a japanese sentence at him.....
juz tok normal english la........


aizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Gee-tah!

i learned a little guitar chords from my bro n dad...
n i can play a few songs juz with those 4 chords....!!
so happy...
bwahahaha

1 of the songs is "come back to me"
omigosh.......
very nice
the guitar's sound!!!!

n the piano piece tat xiao de lend 2 me..
all the songs very nice!!
i try using violin next time......
bwaahhaha

School cleaning

i mean 2day, 30th of july is "clean ur classroom" day 4 BSD1...
n OF COURZ i got participate...!!

the whole damn classroom was so sparkly after the cleaning...
n walao...
too shiny the windows.
my class removed all the windows from the window pane n a lot of guys got hurt when taking out, cleaning and putting back the window pieces....... n wow........
they bcome lengzai a lot.......
n i mean all of them!!!
exept clement's gang...
coz they never even help a single bit if im not wrong........
hmph...

wad ever...
i got cut helping the guys wash the window....
but no blood la.....
thank goodness...
but jek sheng n shuzhi is another story.....
shu zhi kena cut n the wound is VERY deep...
so hav 2 go clinic or hospital...
i think is clinic de la...
den jek sheng oso cut his thumb lyk shu zhi...
i help him with the wound...
but his expression lyk so pain...
aiyoyo...

i think gotong royong once in a while is not bad de la.....
can improve relationship i think...
bwahahahhahaa
ha.......
-.-

n i luv 3 cekal.......
2day every1 so beautiful n lengzai....
i omost cry.....
bwahaha
ಥ v ಥ

hope every1 stays in 4 cekal next year.......
aizz....

It's a wonderful world.......

haiz
i hope this world is lyk tat......
i m still waiting 4 the next daicon n this year end's comic fiesta......
n i'm also waiting 4 PMR 2 finish......
but wad can i do.....
time goes like this speed......
but sumtimes i think this speed too fast....
good memories end too soon......
so what can a girl like me do???

i wish i can change the world sometimes
with these hands which r typing the keyboard now......
i really wish the world can bcome a better place.....
hmmm
reminds me of MJ's "heal the world"
very very nice song.....

smile to all

to my lovely xiao de

aiyo....
i watch ur legs de wounds so long liao like bo bian...
so i wish ur leg can fully recover lah.....
coz every girl wan a beautiful leg.....
woo~~~

ahahha....
dono wad i'm doing with this blog....
post nothing 2 do posts.......
aiz

-S-H-O-C-K-

i kena shocked when last or last last or last last last night i dreamt of Michael jackson....
it was abt MJ, me n my bro sitting on the floor at my living room...
den he singing "u r not alone" 2 me n my bro......
wah very very nice!!!
like live show!!

i wish i can dream more beautiful and good dreams
coz sometimes a girl like me can't hold on to reality......
for long

aiyo......

the singing competition i tot 2day will noe results....
aiyo....
den all the teachers say fast fast....
juz 2 let that stupid pengetua say her bersyukur 4 20 minutes.....
her timing so geng.........
her voice like witch voice 2 me......
suddenly i tot dr chin's voice like an angel's voice....
when he say "girls........ boys........"
WAH!
so pleasant n nice 2 my ears.....
like angels flying into my ears on a sunny day.....
very 舒服

i miss him leh......
that dr chin..
i envy u when u smile so happily at ur new school...
haiz
y u wonn stay at our heart-warming school?
u can make the school change into angels if u stay until now.......
haha.......

bitch © belongs 2 zabedah
XD

Everything abt my bro....

well...
he didn't kena national service....
so i'm in trouble.... or at risk....
he so happy when he found out he didn't kena...
summore the message said,
" Maaf, anda tidak dipilih untuk menyertai NS." ("sorry, you weren't chosen to participate in NS.")
or sumthing lyk tat...
the maaf was good news to him...
but bad 2 me....
ORZZZZZZZZZZZZ
dono next next year how will i end up....

den 2day he participated in a english singing competition held by my school...
the last few days he was practicing with his 2 frens...
but the voice n the music...
i knew they needed a lot of training....
they didn't take risks or whatsoever when they practice...
but 2day... their voices were much than i expected...
they took risks n they juz gave it all they got...
n overall it was a good performance...
n i'm quite proud of my bro...
u rock bro...
OH YEAH!

once again he is stuck with harvest moon back to nature...
a game usually played on PS...
but he found the file n wad wad kind of software to play PS games in com...
so now he n i r playing...
but not that addicted...
coz both of us almost PMR n SPM lurrrrrrr.......

but i swear 2 u...
i didn't even read a single book/text book....
only those 3 books about China...
i didn't even hav chance 2 draw....
so i'm busy...
in the wrong way....

<.<

oh yea...
my bro is learning guitar now...
he learn by himself..
n my aunt's guitar is temporary his...
ahahaha....
my dad knew the chords coz he was a guitarist b4....
den he helped my bro a little..
n now i dono his semangat fly 2 where liao...
mayb i dono onli....

but good luck 2 him...

i liek me brother~

=)

I got a job.

Yup,
i got a job...
n i'm starting to work after PMR...
around nov or dec....
it's a character design n graphics job....
n i'm the apprentice...

whew...
at least i hav sumthing 2 do during the holidaes.....

空悲

In my world,
there r good lies
and bad lies....

guess wad...

my world will crash......

in this blog...
some things i say are true
but some things are false...
some are fake happiness
some are fake sadness...

it's up to you to find out


THE TRUTH AND THE FALSE

被遗忘的诺言，
诺言已被遗忘。

*Ouch*

it hurts, ok?

I know you don't feel it,
Because I think you never knew it.
My pain can't reach anyone,
because I try very hard to keep it to myself.

But do you know what?
I've been strong since,
pains that I bear,
I will try to control them,
I've tolerated your actions,
and sometimes I calm myself down by music,
I believe I am strong.

But sooner or later,
strong people will also fall.
Sometimes I just can't hold it any longer.
I fall.
But I always make sure I stand up again,
and never give up,
hoping that you will remember something,
something I had hold dear in my heart for two years,
I wished you knew,
but all I got back were disappointing answers.

When I see you there,
I smile,
but in my heart,
I'm crying.

Maybe,
Falyn Strvayne will fall for good.

Who knows?

Only you know the answer.

I wish the best to the both of us.
















No lies.

whew

finally...
the dam singing competition both chinese n english r over....
but really...
the chinese competition is more fun than the english...
i never knew y dai lou n i chose the song "come back to me" from utada....
it's a really hard song with a wide range of vocals....
n we juz can't take it sometimes...
last minute warm-ups n practices still wasnt good...
n u can say everything is last minute la.....
~.~

clifford tan leh......
*clap clap clap clap clap*
he help 4 groups with the gee-tah... n summore 1 group is him singing wid adele....
so wadever la...
ok ok lor

but something isn't right...
something hurts me deeply....
n i know wad it is...

anywayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
stupid competition finally over....
can finish my chicken-rearing game harvest moon... ~.~

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ugh

finally i will continue 2 blog posts again...

dis time i went 2 SMKBU4's malam bakat held at KBU...
2 support my lovely lovely frens....
they all dance tango..
n it was veri nice.......
not bad!!

i show u a few pics.....
coz i'm too lazy 2 upload all of them....
i tell u....
a few i feel berkesian to them....
especially some guy singing a song i din recognize......
but i nvr care if i recognize it onot.....
i wan listen 2 the voice onli...
but memang kesian-kesian...
mayb he worse than la carlotta......
=x






the 1st 1 is the tango frens.....
2nd oso frens
3rd oso.....
4th is their skul choir singing "the phantom of the opera"
5th is the 1st act..n the coolest......
the last picture is the frens im toking abt.......

den suddenly....
i think back 2 SMKBSD1
the teacher day performances.....
walao...
we r better than them!!!
den my bu4 frens say 2 me after the show.....
"我的学校 geng 咧!!!!!"
i say yes yes yes...
but......
ahahahahhahahaha....
i can laugh onli...

den the cheerleaders of bu4 blitserz or wadever la perform....
den wa..........
b4 they perform i sit behind them....
the dam camera they take keep flashing on me n nai's eyes......
blind all day......

overall nothing much but a few nice things.....
den i remember ther got a few guys they dance 2 super junior de sorry, sorry.... not bad de leh......
n another group of ppl.... a lot arh.... doing michael jackson's dance using billie jeans as song.....
ok ok la.....

den others very kesian..
so i din remember....
but i do remember seeing a few instruments.....
ex: violin, cello, piano, guzheng, bass guitar, guitar, drum....

haiz.....

bloggin is serious business......
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Feel Sleepy

been very busy lately......
2day i had a little party with 300KG OF FOOD!!!!!
ohmigosh we can't finish the food...!!!
dono wad will happen to it......

dai lou's flute has improved!!!
there's dis harvest song or wad la...
very nice!!!
realli got the harvest effect.....

n i found out....
when violin n flute duet 2gether........
my violin sure will change dai lou's happy flute into mourning minor.....
bcome dark n very YHENG!!

ltr i didn't go 2 mrs kui's tuition....
coz i went 2 bu4's malam bakat or talent show at KBU college.....
will tell more about it when i upload the pics....

n i m very exhausted now....
tmrw is Daicon 1st day!!
n i m going there!!
yesssss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but i'm dam tired....
dono if i'll make it.....
ther's moar activities 4 me next week.....
really need 2 take a breath.......

I WILL FIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!

XD

...

God....
now i hav 3 blogs 2 take care of.........

=x

Taking the mouth to the ear

i know it's impossible 2 do it urself.....
ahhh
nvm...

2daay i went 2 take my lovely adorable cute fluffy godly sweetly RESULTS BOOK 成绩册!!!!!!!!
yay.... n i've been noisy these days....... so i wondered wad the hell azmi is going 2 blabber out......
but he didn't said anything 2 mah mom....
so close 1 4 me......
n i laugh when the "kelakuan" wrote "A".... XD

but the stupid poster thing is killing me.....!!!!!
i stayed at school 4 abt 5 hours juz 2 paint that thing with a few frens......!!!
uuuuuhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!
but every1 had a little fun...
n i met a few new form 2 frens......
they're not bad......

n the badder news is still coming.....
ouch 2 my aching bones......

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