hehe guess wad tat means!! :D
well....
last thurs i went 2 sharon's hse 4 a sleepover!! :D
it was fun!
the next day is the moment this story starts........
well... me n sharon decided 2 ask bernard n KX out for a drink at groupbase...
n they said yes..
too bad qy cant come...
well........
sharon n i came 1st.......
we went 2 groupbase n ordered some drinks........
then my mood was ok not bad can smile....
then kx came...
n she was chewing her gum...
she sit down n start chatting lor....
then i dono if it's me feeling it only or something...
i felt like kx's bu shuanging......
O______O
i was thinking"did i do sumthing wrong?"
i recalled nothing ma....
but still it made my mood drop a little...
so my brain cant function well n cant come out with any topic 2 discuss.....
aww shoot.....
so when i hav nothing 2 say... i juz looked out the balcony...
but the same view every time hits me...
so i juz looked at both of them.....
well after tat bernard came..
n he ordered some stuff......
then we chat abt something.........
but the answer he gave to the questions we asked wasnt the truth.......
he gave the feeling tat there is more than this......
well..... i din ask further.....
then tat time i was mostly looking outside the roads......
instead of getting in conversations....
coz i dont know wad to say......
at all niaa..
but somehow....
i felt a little sadness in my mood.....
eesh not myself...... ==
well after tat sharon n i walked back 2 her hse.....
n on our way back.....
it was raining all the way......
so we ran home.....
with our whole body soaked....
i felt refreshed......
relaxed.....
n i was shouting n laughing..
like i was crazy or sumthing -.-
sharon said i looked high......
hahaah.......
but tat time.
i was letting the rain wash away my sadness..
haha sounds emo :D
meh
in the end we ended up soaked all the way!!
we even play a little with rain water puddles...
so when stepped into her hse....
i showered there n wore her clothes
n man was it big..............
:D
so far i can handle niaa.....
all those negative stuffs.....
get away from me...!!
i wanna be positive!
>:D
come on~ cheer up man!! there's nothing to do with you !!:) they're freaky.always.
ReplyDeleteI heard of that day,frm shar.she thought you're very happy(ha!) and she felt happy being with you:)you're good!!dont you try to hide your sadness.it doesnt mean you're strong if you dont show your sadness.A strong person look straight to his/her positive part and also negative.accept, and overcome them.everyone has their way to release feelings,hope you got 1 soon!! :DDDD honestly, you're good :D glad to have you as friend!! :DDDDDDDDDDDD